The story of a second year dental student.

Thursday, September 29, 2005

Mistakes

How do you know for sure that you have made a mistake in life? If only life was a Choose Your Own Adventure book, and you could skip ahead to see what the consequence of your actions will be.
Life is based on timing it seems. And why do we try so hard to get ahead in life. What is the purpose? To gain respect in a society that we have no choice but to exist in?
Mistakes can be made in terms of love and in terms of career. Well those are the two problems I am dealing with now.
I guess I am saying that I wish I could go back, and see how things would have turned out. And then made my decision based on that. But life is about speculation. And maybe my crystal ball was a little cloudy that June night. Or maybe my heart was telling me to walk away, and everything was out of my control. Maybe it was his choice, and I just fell victim to it.
Did the end come down to a silly argument? I don't like to think of it that way, but sometimes I can't help but wonder.

3 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hullo Lovah:

I just wanted to know I found you (via Jorge)and I have added a link to your blog from mine.

I hope things are going well. I know exactly what you are saying when you wish you could skip ahead in life...
I think there was a poorly written song about it (it was used as the theme song to Dawson's Creek): "I don't wanna wait.."

Somehow, it's hard to see mistakes as learning situations...

S

10:16 PM

 
Blogger Laurie said...

Hehe. How appropriate... I don't think Suzi even knew about your *secret* love of Dawson's!

6:37 AM

 
Anonymous Anonymous said...

"the Faiveley"

I didn't know about it before I posted. Then I went back and read some of the archives...

I smiled.
It was a pleasant feeling.

S

8:47 AM

 

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