Carpe Diem

Okay, I know that is a cheesy title to this blog installation but that is how I'm feeling today. I have known for sometime that I am a glass half empty sort of girl. Despite my best efforts I think this is my inherent mode of existence.
I wake up almost every morning and think about what has gone wrong, why the day will suck, or what I don't want to do. I know this sounds like a great way to start the day. But that is just how it is for me.
So what I'm saying is that it takes a little bit of time to remind myself why things aren't so bad, or even that things are going well. But that might be a weird blessing in disguise. This way I never take things for granted.
I just had a thought, I haven't prayed in years. In high school I could not fall asleep at night if I hadn't prayed. No matter how tired I was. Maybe I should start praying before bed again. And thus reflect on the good and the bad of life.
Revisiting the church couldn't hurt either, but babysteps....babysteps.
Well I will end with a quote from Liz, 'I'm Happy.'